I AM A 50 YEAR OLD WOMAN THAT HAS BEEN SINGLE FOR TO LONG(6YRS) I AM SO TIRED OF IT. mEN DON'T LIKE FAT WOMAN, AND THAT IS WHAT I'M ASHAMED OF BEING. I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT FOR MY HEALTH AND FOR A RELATIONSHIP ONE DAY. I LOVE TO GO OUT AND PARTY AND DANCE AND ASSOCIATE WITH LOVING PEOPLE. MY LIFE IS SO BORING AND I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS HOLE AND START LIVING AGAIN. ONE DAY I WANT TO GO BACK TO CALIFORNIA TO BE WHERE ALL MY FAMILY ARE. I LIVE HERE WITH NO ONE CLOSE AT ALL. I WOULD LIKE TO MEET PEOPLE HERE THAT CAN RELATE IN SOME WAY. THE PICTURE YOU SEE IN MY PROFILE IS 5 YRS OLD AND I HAVE GAINED 40 LBS SINCE THEN. I AM SO ASHAMED. BUT I HAVE A SPIRIT THAT WILL BREAK THROUGH THIS CYCLE AND I WILL CONQUERE ALLLLL. YOU WILL SEE A NEW VIKKI. PLEASE STICK AROUND LONG ENOUGH AND FIND OUT OK...TAKE CARE AND I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU AS A BUDDY...THANKS