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I am feeling gigantic. I feel like I have gained 20 lbs in the last week when I have gained more like 5. I tend to gain at least that during my TOM- now that that seems to be gone—I am hoping those 5 will go as well. I havent been eating within calories but I also havent been eating as badly as I had been 2 weeks ago. Unless it is all that catching up with me as well. So uncomfortable. I don’t remember being this uncomfortable when I was this weight last go round. I can’t imagine how uncomfortable I would be if I gained all of it back. *sigh* I need to say this out loud more. I have gained 50 lbs since June. I miss my cute clothes. My size 18’s and sqeezing into a few 16’s. I took it forgranted. I know I was scared of getting smaller but now I just don’t like feeling the weight in all the places I was glad to lose it. SO not a happy girl right now.
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