Okay so right now I am still within range. The problem is I keep wanting to go home and blow it as usual and just binge. If I can just be good this whole weekend and show myself I can do this again. I need to go to the gym, I need to get it together. I want to be so much better.But I need to remember I am still good either way. But right now. I do not need to binge. I need to go see my love and maybe he will give me a ride home which gives me even more of an excuse to not skip the gym.
Tonight I will stick to this! +Go see J! +get a ride home or bus home! +eat something little like cheese or protien shake and GO TO THE GYM!!! +Get home eat some veggies like green beans and almonds mmm :) +Do laundry so you can be free to study and get better things done the rest of the weekend!
I can do this. I can do this. I can do this.
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