Jurnal Jessi2015, 12 Jul 10

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Good Morning Buddies!!

Sorry I haven't been on here for awhile have been dealing with alot of personal stuff but I'm back! My family and I went camping for the long weeekend at Balsam Lake it was very relaxing and what we needed:) I actually surprised myself alot! Usually when I go camping it's an excuse for me to be able to eat whatever and how ever much I want but I didn't do that. I ate pretty darn good. Instead of buying alot of junk I bought watermelon(which I can't get enough of:) Peaches,Water stuff like that. out of the whole 4 days I only had 2 smores the rest all good stuff:)I even drank bud light lime for the weekend instead of my fruity coolers! So that was a good feeling when I came home and jumped on the scale and saw I din't gain anything!!! But aside from that I had amazing time spending one on one time with my kids and husband! Now this where it gets alittle sticky... I came home relaxed from my great vaca and what do I walk in on.. world war 2! Lots of stuff going on with my family. My grandmother was diagnosed(sorry for spelling) with alztimers it's in the early stages but still she is my bestfriend and I feel really bad for her. Then we have my brother who... well I don't even have a nice word for him at this point so I guess it's better not to say anything. I'll put it this.. He is 28yrs with 2 kids another on the way in 8 weeks and he is out acting like he is 16 again. I just don't understand where his morals and responsibilities are? We are 2 very different people and I just can't be botherd with him or the way he is right now.I know he is my brother and I would do anyhting for any of them but there has to come a point where we say enough is enough and I'm at that point! I am realizing that I can't take on evryones problems anynore I am going to drive myself nuts!! So with all of this going on I didn't do very well. Chips,icecream mcDonalds.. etc!! But it's monday and it's new day so I am not going to give in anymore:) Sorry for the long journal today but I feel better geting this out and off my chest! Thanks for reading and listening buddies!
Hope everyone has a great monday:)

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Hey Jessi. sounds like there is an awful lot going on right now for you- it can be overwhelming i am sure- try to stay positive and remember they only one you are in control of is you:) so take advantage of that and stick to it! Keep journalling and reading your buddies journals for inspiration- vacation is over and now its time to works our ASSES off! hahahaha have a great day and talk soon,

12 Jul 10 oleh anggota: Baileyboo

I know how it is with family stress and that is a bad thing for weight loss as it floods your body with stress hormones that no amount of food will make you feel better. You had to pray for your grandmother and your brother and leave it to God. Of course they are probably looking to you for comfort so they want to lean on you more and more. Just do some exercise and make sure you keep your journal going and in less time then you know it you will be fine. Keep up the good work.

13 Jul 10 oleh anggota: Patrick Palensky

Hi guys thanks for reading my journal even though I was doing alot of ranting!! Your words keep me motivated in the times I need it the most. Bailey your right vaca is over although it was great well it lasted:) Patrick your right about the stess and the exercise thing I am still tring to get into the swing of things with that..I have to make it just as important to me as eating healthy is. As for the problems that are going on with in my family I agee with you that I just need to pray about it then hand it over to God to take care of because it's much bigger than I am. So thanks again for being there and I hope you guys have a great day:)

13 Jul 10 oleh anggota: Jessi2015


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