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07 April 2011

So today someone made a comment about nutella not being good for me... because it's chocolate.. and I found myself getting mad about it. How stupid of me.
I have been eating kinda bad lately... its almost always in sweet related things. Yesterday I ate like 5 cookies... Today I brought no sweets to the office.. good move huh?? But then I thought about the nutella in my cabinet for the apple... DARN IT.. i threw it in the trash.

I just LOVE sweets.. I hate the guilt of eating them though..

But I think about them when I dont have them.. grr grr grr

On another hand.. mom got Dad's autopsy back yesterday (he died prematurely and instantly in Feb at home... very shocking and it's been truly hard lately).. the autopsy results have language that doesnt make any sense to me on it so mom's gonna take it to a great doctor friend of the family to find out what it is. It's def. cariovascular disease and has to do with ventricles and the heart being enlarged... something I know so little about.

It does have me worrying about my own health.. sounds like it's hereditary... I want to be health-- heart healthy... and thin..
I want to be happy about how my body looks... Im not fat... I'm not thin either.. I have a muscular girl body type.. but fat really LOVES to collect on my hips, thighs, gut, and butt. stinkin sweets. stupid chocolate...

I really need to get mad about it.. and throw it all out. all the cake mix in the house.. all the whoopie pie mix.. all the scone mix...

BUT>>> I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! *cries* Is there any rest for the weary?

17 Maret 2011

It's been hard to get back on track. I havent stepped on the scale in a week or two but I also dont think that I've gained anything. Dad passed away about a month ago and it's been hard to motivate myself to do anything. I've just wanted to be at home laying around. The Maine snow.. rain.. ice.. doesn't help at all either.

I have still done fairly well on my eating and calories. Though.. DANG GIRL SCOUTS!!! I looooooove those Lemonade cookies.

I am feeling better about myself lately.. I got a hair cut (still looks the same.. just healthier).. I even curled my hair the other day- a miracle...! Got a new dress that I look great in. Bought 2 new it color nail polishes (A pastel green turquoise and a pale blush color). I went to the spa and got a massage and lounged around in the sauna/ salt water pool/ salt water hot tub. Got some new makeup/ some false eyelashes.. an eyelash curler (which I've never owned... ) I cleaned out my makeup box... cleaned all my makeup brushes.. Cleaned my "closet room" mostly... Cleaned out more of my closet (I think I throw away like 4 things a week) I'm really trying to phase out that.. I look like I'm 16 and in High School look.. Comeon now.. I'll be 23 next month and It's not right for people to walk into my office and be like.. so Boss... why are you breaking child labor laws... shouldn't this kid be in school...
Well.. growing up my wardrobe definitely helps with that.. Though now I'm down to like 40 shirts when I used to have about 100 (again.. keep in mind like all of it was clothes from high school and my freshman year in college)
So yes.. I'll need to acquire some new things over the next couple years... :)

AND I also and wanting to look great for Katie's wedding and maybe Renee's wedding later this year :)

Plenty of things to motivate me.. I just love good tasting foor so much!

02 Maret 2011

Berat badan: Sejauh ini Berkurang: Sisa: Diet diikuti:
65,8 kg 2,3 kg 9,1 kg Buruk
   Tambahkan Komentar Kehilangan 0,4 kg dalam 1 minggu

21 Februari 2011

Berat badan: Sejauh ini Berkurang: Sisa: Diet diikuti:
66,2 kg 1,8 kg 9,5 kg Cukup Baik
   Tambahkan Komentar Kehilangan 0,3 kg dalam 1 minggu

09 Februari 2011

Berat badan: Sejauh ini Berkurang: Sisa: Diet diikuti:
66,7 kg 1,4 kg 10,0 kg Cukup Baik
   Tambahkan Komentar Kehilangan 1,3 kg dalam 1 minggu


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