Wow 195.4, Im sure some of that is because Im bloated from all I ate last night (2 pieces of chocoloate cake, ice cream and too many tacos to count), but really 195.4!! So Im back and I hope that this time I can stick with it. In the last year I have tried Wieght Watchers, Atkins, and everyother thing I can think of to lose wieght and get back on track and nothing has worked and now Im only 25 pounds away from my highest wieght ever, this is ridiculous, Im mad at myself and so afraid of where I am at right now, completely out of control. So pray for me please because I cant do this to myself again, my self-esteem cant handle it.
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