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Ok i fell off the wagon AGAIN, but all i can do is get back on, man this is so hard for me, i hate how much i love to overeat and how much i do it, i feel like its a daily battle and i have so many ways to justify why its ok to overeat, its horrible, i almost threw the whole week down the drain cus of my mess of last night but I realized that is not the way to go, i have to at least TRY to start over so this is me trying. i documented everything i ate so i can see it and acknowledge it and im starting over today. also my daughter was sad last night becasue she feels like she is chunky and i feel like her overeating is all my fault im the only one to blame so i NEED to change this i really do! GOD my GOD, I cry out, help me Father, heal me, i give this addiction to you please heal me!
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