Jurnal northernmusician, 02 Apr 16

I'm unsatisfied. I think it's necessary for forward motion. 'Goal' should change: Desire should not change. It reminds me of that saying "Eternal vigilance is the price of liberty". I have a love hate relationship with my body. I love it: It hates me. I want it lean. I want it healthy. I want it to be better every day until there is no way of getting it healthier. At that point I want to hold it back. Keep it as strong as possible until I have to give it up and I'm on my way. I will fight, and that fight must take place every day. I will not surrender it to something as simple as random acts of gastronomic catastrophe. I will be mindful of what I eat, even when it's wrong.

Rain-O ~ The snow is going. Bring the rain.

86,8 kg Sejauh ini Berkurang: 3,9 kg.    Sisa: 0 kg.    Diet diikuti: Cukup Baik.

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2036 kkal

Lemak: 111,85g | Prot: 80,10g | Karb: 191,67g.   Makan Pagi: British Columbia spartan apple, Cheddar Cheese, Sugared or Glazed Doughnuts, LeanFit Whey Protein Shake - Vanilla, Espresso Coffee, Unsalted Butter Stick. Makan Malam: Loblaws roasted mushroom and garlic pizza. Camilan/Lainnya: British Columbia spartan apple, Hershey's Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips, Great Value Raisins, Almonds. lagi...