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I'm feeling very depressed lately. I feel indifferent and I'm nervous about the counseling tonight but it is only a 30 minute session because the pastor is booked up tonight. I'm unsure whether to say how bad I am truly feeling. I have been spending time away from hubs in the evening to avoid him. I went with mom after work and didn't get home until nearly 9 because I didn't want to be around him.
I really feel like he was lying to me last week and it changes how I view him. I don't know how to shak that feeling. I feel dead inside.
I am eating less during this time though.
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Lunch I fell victim to McDonald's and it was a mess. I did curbside and then they didn't bring me my food for 45 minutes. I honked my horn, tried calling. There was a family waiting longer than me. I finally when in completely livid. They comped my lunch. I texted hubs my rage. I told him I am already depressed and didn't need that. I'm very disgusted with life.
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1709 kkal
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Lemak: 84,84g | Prot: 58,05g | Karb: 184,29g.
Makan Pagi: Bananas, Jack Link's Original Beef & Cheese (34g). Makan Siang: McDonald's Spicy Crispy Chicken Sandwich, McDonald's French Fries (Large), McDonald's Vanilla Iced Coffee (Large). Makan Malam: Waffle House Bacon (3), Scrambled Egg (Whole, Cooked) . lagi...
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Latihan:
Menonton Televisi - 30 menit, Mengemudi - 1 jam dan 15 menit, Kerjaan Kantoran (Dibalik Meja) - 8 jam, Mandi - 25 menit, Istirahat - 5 jam dan 50 menit, Tidur - 8 jam. lagi...
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