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today I found a bag of my old shirts that I was going to use for quilting... they were 5x shirts...I am in 2x shirts right now.. I have been so hard on myself lately..I forgot how far I have come in the last 4 years... yes I'm up and down... and I'm not where I want to be but thank the Lord I'm not where I used to be... so I'm going to give myself a break ... try a little harder... and move a bit more... and with your support I know I can do this...I would love to see 185...I don't ever remember being 185...I remember breaking into the 1s once back in 2007 ... but then my mom passed and my dog passed... and I haven't seen it since... I have to do this... how many do overs do we get... it gets harder every time... I'm not getting any younger... Lord help me I really want this
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