This week has been so stressful. I blame my mother. She's putting me and my family through hell. I cant stand it. I need to rise above this and get myself back on track. No more bullshit. I cant believe its saturday already. I have kept my exercising on track... but definitely not my eating. Yesterday I was doing fine, and then I totally screwed up, again. I know I havent gained any weight back. I can only hope I have lost SOMETHING on monday... even a few ounces. If i have maintained, i guess thats better than gaining, too. We'll see. I need a lot of support right now. My body does not lose weight under this amount of stress.
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