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Wow, this trouble concentrating is bad. I broke down and bought a mocha from Starbucks and I'm hanging out there hoping that I can concentrate better in a cafe than I can in the dark basement. Bad Cliff on the coffee, but I'll do what I can to compensate for it tonight at the gym.
On the plus side, I shaved my beard narrower and really like it. Plus, when I was doing that, it really did look like my face was a bit thinner. Of course I need to keep reminding myself it's the poison in my blood that matters which will only be visible through a blood test at the end of this month, but it is nice to see such dramatic change and to know I can make it happen.
As I explore secular Buddhism more, I'm beginning to really wonder if I should consider exploring the vegetarian aspect as well. I've long suffered through cognitive dissidence from the idea that death goes along with nourishment--hell, it's even one of the main points of my graphic novel--and I've been very uncomfortable with the idea that animals suffer for my plate. I've been thinking about Loki a lot and just how much emotion she has. How she always grabs my nose with that sly smile of hers, that might not be exactly humor as it is to humans, but it's definitely some form of play and something similar. If a cat is capable of so much emotion, surely a pig or a cow is little different. Where do we draw the line? Mammals? Octopuses are damn smart.
I think I need to consider 2018/2019 as a year of reboot and genuinely do just that. Start fresh. I've already changed so much about who I am. I used to be Christian, now I'm an atheist. Hell, though I've not been in such a relationship yet, I consider myself polyamorous, if I can grow and develop to something so big, diet should be easier!
Lihat Kalender Diet, 05 November 2018:
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1620 kkal
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Lemak: 59,49g | Prot: 108,81g | Karb: 168,28g.
Makan Pagi: Twinings Chai Tea, Bananas, Olive Oil, Garlic, Fresh & Easy Liquid Egg Whites. Makan Siang: Bananas, Peanut Butter, Franz San Juan Island Nine Grain Bread. Makan Malam: Kroger Pollock Fillets. Camilan/Lainnya: Starbucks Peppermint Mocha (Grande). lagi...
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2683 kkal
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Latihan:
Elliptical - 30 menit, Rowing - 5 menit, Istirahat - 15 jam dan 25 menit, Tidur - 8 jam. lagi...
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