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200grams off 20kg. me, myself i have achieved this weightloss. i should be so happy right now.
but i went to pick up photos taken 4 months back just before my journey started. my goddd, AND I MEAN MY GOODD.
i looked totally like a train wreck. obese does nt even cover or describe it. im so ashamed i have hidden the photos.
total denial , i must have been blind. i mean i seen myself daily. i dressed myself daily. why did i not acknowledge to myself how bad i looked ??
i look hideous, how the hell could my partner even look at me. i mean, how can he love me in that state ??
im still obese now, but in those photos i looked xxxxxx obese.
thank god i have started my journey. i deserve the best for me. and my partner deserves a woman that looks good beside him.
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